Feelings can be painful and make us go a little mad at times, but at the same time it's proof that we exist and that we are capable of so many things, good or bad. That's what I like to think when I spiral too far, and it helps to bring me back up. That idea that if I can fall so hard I can rise just as well. I hope this helps a little
Go, EMERILLA, you da best<3
I like that.
Hope things have brightened up for you.
Things have gotten better at least for now.
Sorry there's never much we can do to help darlin'